| London Febry.24th1797 |
According to my promise of writing every week, I again renew my pleasing occupation, though I have nothing new, or amusing, to communicate— — —
I am impatiently waiting for the Mails, it really appears to me,
since we have regularly corresponded once a week, that I do not hear from you, so often
as when you wrote but once a Month, do not imagine my beloved friend, that by this I
mean to complain of you, I believe if you were to write every day, I should still remain
the same disconted Girl, I now am, I am fearful I have already required more of you,
than you can perform with convenience, indeed my Adams I wish you were here, people are
always teazing me to tell
\say/ when you are expected, and every time it is mentioned adds to my
sorrow—it reminds me my best friend of my
\the/ loss I have experienced in your society, of my late cruel disappointment—
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Excuse this letter my friend—three of my sisters are very ill and
it has made me low spirited, therefore I must conclude;
before I tire you quite with my stupidity—I wrote you on Tuesday, but burnt my letter, I
was really ashamed to send it as I am to send this—but you have said that I could not
write too often, and that all my letters were acceptable and gave you pleasure, you see
I have availed myself of this and kindness, therefore you must thank yourself
for all the nonsense you recieve— — —
Adieu, my best loved, most esteemed friend, believe in the sincere regard, and tender affection, of your truely faithful,
Louisa C Johnson